Tuesday, December 8, 2009

At A Loss For Words...

I've been keeping up with the program. Everything is going well. My moods are still quite elevated. But for some reason I've lost the motivation to write anything for this blog. It's getting pretty sporadic as you can see. I feel like I have a LOT on my mind but no desire to process it through writing; if that makes any sense. In addition to that general ennui, I'm realizing that having this journey be public is problematic. I could write a whole blog about my current emotional wrestling with Robert, but I know he's reading it. I could write a ton about my canceled trip to San Francisco but I don't want Cory to take it personally. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm running out of things to talk about with everyone.

Except, I'm sure that's not true. I think I'm just in a mental tangle right now and don't have the energy to sort it out and then diplomatically write about it without offending anyone.


  1. Don't sweat it. The blog is for you - not us. You've got other things to do.
    You can always keep a journal. On paper. Locked in a drawer. :D

  2. "Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depth of forever, and you will still only have a glimpse of what I'm talking about."